hello my world :)

hello my blog long time not posting ya as you know this my neighbor wi-fi doesnt worked for about 2 weeks haha. but now the wi-fi is already active and i can use it like i used to :P (im sorry my tetanga). hm okey many things that i really really want share with you my blog! oke im gonna tell you.

1. my lovelife is not good and im so hopeless :( ya since i broke up with Raka my life is so black and white HEY ITS NOT MEAN THAT RAKA IS THE REASON WHY MY LOVELIFE IS NOT GOOD PEOPLE but like this i dont have boyF and like no one caring me :p but ya as you know im still love him so damn much ("HIM" IS NOT RAKA PEOPLE) and not my ex. but 3 years a go me and him like love each other haha no gue pede abis he doesnt love me, he never ever love me people (so sad) he made my life up and down sometimes he make me smile and sometimes he make me cry but everything that he did to me i still love him. i dont know why, this so weird so awkward dude. and you know for about umm 1 week gue gak ketemu sama dia people :( i miss him so damn much, kalo gue ngeliat updatean twitter dia rasanya gue pengen deh bisa bilang hello or something but the fact is I CANT-_- setiap dia ngeupdate gue nunggu kapan di updateanya ada nama gue @sellapalar KAPAN WEY? tapi gue kayak gapunya rasa capek buat nungguin dia, im still waiting here and fyi if someday you love me just get closer with me say that you love me and you say sorry for every mistakes you did to me and THAT TIME im officially yours :) but i thought that im too much dreaming, and ONLY DREAMING. but why till now i still believe that he will be mine? why? im still thinking why-_-

2. yg bikin gue seneng banget adalah nilai TO gue ningkat pesat semoga nilai gue yang kedepan makin bagus lgi :3 gue harap nilai gue kedepan makin bagus bukan maikin buruk amin ya tuhan amin :)

3. gue tuh pengen ganti HP dengan sangat pengen ya tapi gimana dong sometimes i think my mom sangup kok beliin hp bb yang bagus alias jave tapi kalo liat kenyataan ternyata enggak. tapi ada beberapa hal juga sih yang ngebuat gue agak mikir ulang buat ganti bb baru yaitu ada kenangan sama dia di bb ini :p jarang kan gue bisa chet sama dia makanya gue kayak agak berat buat ganti bb ini dengan bb yang lain but I NEED THE NEW ONE eh tapi ya masa hari ini bb gue gak ngeselin udah lama ga dipake tetep aja jam pasirnya gak keluar aw i love you curycurcvy :) please besok tetep aja begini dong my curycurvy!

4. I LOVE YOU MOM :) tadi gue ngeliat updatean orang di twitter belom gue follow sih dia abis kehilangan nyokapnya alias baru meninggal kasian deh dia gue ampe sedih liat updatean dia :( gue jadi kepikiran gimana kalo dia itu gue? weh bisa gila kali ya gue ga ada nyokap gue ya walaupun we always fight for something that really useless but i relly love my mom, i do love you mom:) gue selalu doain nyokap gue dimanapun dia berada gue mau dia ngeliat gue pas gue lulus smp, lulus sma, gue lulus kuliah, gue dapet kerjaan, gue nemuin pasangan hidup gue, sampe gue punya anak dan gue mau gue bisa bahagiain dia dulu gue mau ajak nyokap ke israel my mom really want go to israel and i want it too :)

5. pengen spent my holiday at bali!! bukanya di ancol nonton si ridho roma-_- pengen banget banget ke bali kalo gak jogja deh gatau kenapa gue kangen sama jogja hueueueu tumben ya hmm. serius gue pengen ke bali ayodong god give my father money and we can spend our holiday at bali!!!

6. GUE BENER BENER PENGEN KURUS YE GUE GAMAU NRAKTIRIN SI BENNY AND DKK SATE AMPE MEREKA PUAS BISA GILA GUE MISKIN LANGSUNG GUE AAAA GUE HARUS NGAPAIN NIH BIAR KURUS? WAKTU GUE CUMA AMPE MASUK DOANG NIH AAAAAAAAAA GUE STREES MAN!!!! AH AU AH STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY BODY SLIM IN 2 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okey ini adalah curhatan atas apa yg gue rasa hauahauahau semoga besok adalah hari yang lebih baik lagi ya :)

XOXO SELLAPALAR