cemas banget!

gue bener bener cemas banget ya sumpah, kalo gue tau gue bakalan secemas ini gue bakalan minta maaf kemaren sumpah perasaan gue gak tenang banget ya tuhan help me :'(((( im feel like cant stop thinking about my mom. mom im so sorry:''''''''''''''( yatuhan saya janji kalo malem ini gak ketemu mama besok pasti aku minta maaf sama mama. aku sayang banget sama mama aku gamau mama kenapa kenapa. mungkin gue lebay tapi ini yang gue rasa gimana dooooooooong? aduh tuhan buatlah perasaan saya tenang, seengaknya biar saya bisa belajar dengan konsen. besok saya masih test tapi saya belom belajar karena ga tenang. vaneza gak nelfon gue gatau harus cerita sama siapa kalo bukan sama blog, twitter. mana hp gue rusak lagi coba aja kalo gak rusak udah gue sms nyokap daritadi deh suwerrrrrr. gue sayang sama nyokap gue sayang sayang sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang BANGET! i love you mom, god bless you wherever you're mom. i miss you so bad i really want hug you!

XOXO SELLAPALAR♡

mom

i miss you so much mom, even we live in one roof started from last friday im so lazy to meet you. but now i know i miss you so much :( please go home soon, i really wanna say sorry to you mom i can act like this for more long time :( im sorry for all mistakes that i did. i really love you mom youre the one and only!

hello sunday!

HELLO SUNDAY! good morning people no i mean good its not morning anymore. today ga kegereja gara gara bokap nyokap adek sama om karel tante yet mau ke bogor, gue ga ikut masa haha bodo enakan dirumah :p. GUE KANGEN SAMA NYOKAP :( gue kangen banget pengen bilang gue sayang nyokap gue huhu, apa nanti pas nyokap pulang gue minta maaf ya? apa besok aja sebelom ke sekolah? aaaaa binggung kan gue :( kalo aja nyokap baca postingan gue huah.

gue sekarang sendirian dirumah, mana laper kata bokap gue boleh mesen cheese burger sama apa ya? hmmm kentang ah huauau apa double cheese burger? aw aw mau ah! kok kalo cheese burger gue jadi inget nyokap gue ya? she really likes it! gue jadi ga pengen makan kalo nyokap gue gak makan itu juga, tapi kan nyokap pasti makan enak di bogor :) HELLO SUNDAY, HELLO BLESSING, HELLO HAPPINESS AND SAY GOODBYE TO DARKNESS!!

XOXO SELLAPALAR♡

:')

what is love?

can you explain what is LOVE?

when the first time i saw you you make me melting

I'm in love at the first sight

i thought you gonna be mine

i texted you for the first time at january '07

and started from january my heart is yours

i thought with easy way i can get you

but I'm wrong.

You played my heart like you play football.

you catch me then you trow me

you said you love me

when i was fight with ur ex you said i don't have to worry because you're in my side

you said she's nothing and I'm everything

you said you never ever wont let me go

you called me baby

you called me honey

you called me my love

you're the first person who called me and said happy birthday to me

you said don't forget to eat your breakfast and have fun sella

and yes you success to make me falling in love with you

but in a few days after my birthday you walked away and leave me

you act like we never ever know each other

you make me disappointed

you make me cried

you make me feel sad

you broke my heart

this is the first time im falling in love with someone

my friend ask you why you leave me and you said "gue cuma iseng kali deketin dia"

what a great words and its make me crying all night

this pain

this tears

is still here, in my heart

even I'm in a relationship with other guy, my heart is yours

no one can replace you from my heart

is too hard to hate you

i just cant stop loving you even you hurt my heart for the million times

i think by the time i can forget you

but I'm wrong

IM STUCK ON YOU

i cant move on

i try to move on and i always failed

why?

because i cant open my heart for the other guy

my heart is yours!

tonight you made me shock

my friend tell me "dia males kalo ada lo sell"

im speechless

im hopeless

i cant say anything

i can smile even you make me sad :)

my heart wont let you go

my heart ask you to come back

my heart ask you when will you be mine?

but now i know the answer

NEVER

but i believe that one day you'll be mine

and you'll love me, miss me, want me like i do.

i love you, yes i do

i miss you, yes i do

i need you, yes i do

i want you, yes i do

i hate you, no i dont

i you feel I'm bothering you, if you there i will not come

but you have to know whatever you do

whatever you say

im still loving you and i always do :D

till the end of my life i will always remember you, because you're my first love. love at the first sight. love you.

XOXO SELLAPALAR♥

cant sleep

shit i cant sleep and now im hungry and i need some food. ini nih gara2 gue gengsi kebawah males ketemu nyokap gue jadi ga makan kan, and now i cant sleep ah man. apa gue kebawah ambil makanan ya? hmm kaki gue pegel, badan gue juga pegel2, pingang gue sakit, kepala gue sakit, laper lagi huh. daritadi perut gue udah ada pamai dalemnya pamai minta makanan hahaha sekarang im watching chucky at trans tv haha i really love this film because chucky is so damn clever and great haha well im looks like psycho haha whatever! kalo makanan bikin apaan ya yg cepet dan bikin kenyang? hm nasi? no nanti bikin makin gendut terus apa ya? gatau ah kita liat aja dibawah apaan yg ada huehehe, mau ngambil makanan dulu ah

XOXO SELLAPALAR♡

menyebalkan-,-

yaampun gue ngerasa capek banget deh ga boong, gue ngerasa bener bener butuh istirahat panjang deh. capek hati iya capek badan juga iya ck. apalagi besok senen gue masih ujian dan ujianya MATH! hell no-.- gue belom belajar apa apa loh math belom soc-geo juga belom buset deh benr bener ya gue. kaki gue capek badan badan gue pegel banget deh ga boong huhu gue pengen banget istirahat tidur seharian uugh andai aja bisa asik deeeeh. besok ke gereja terus mau benerin hp kalo gt besok pagi aja ya gue belajar soc-geo sebelom ke gereja. sama kalo math ya pasrah aja deh gue capek.KAKI GUE PEGEL BANGET WOY ADUUUUH :( rasanya mau copot tau gak huhu. udah keadaan badan gaenak masih sakit sekarang di tambah gue masih berantem sama nyokap, yak lengkap ya penderitaan gue. how poor am i? very poor-_- ya tuhan semoga besok kaki gue udah ga capek amin amin. so bye!

XOXO SELLAPALAR♡